will the pain go away so i can work again
Jan 22 2013 I had a fusion , 2 metal plates and a adjuster so 3 plates ! 9 screws were used when I was suppose to have 10 ! surgeon said there was no were to place the last screw ?? really ?? c4 c5 c6 c7 !!! the frist 5 months were not bad being all doped up off oxys and deladen, got off the pain pills 4 months ago < major pain but couldn't function !and was scared of getting addicted ! jumped to medical cannabis < helped take away the urge to jump off a bridge and end it all ! it helps with the stiffness and the really bad pain at times < I just stop taking the nortripaline 150mg highest dose they said , every night! , ( for nerve damage and other) ! I was feeling good 6 months after surgery , then was released to go back to work , 20 lbs max ! went out in the yard and did some work < mowed 3/4 of an acre, took me 40 mins , then the next day , I was in a load of pain ! couldn't get out of bed, stuck there for 3 days ! neck was stuck in a messed up way kinked to the left ! now any time I do any thang strain u us , I trigger the crow bar stuck in my neck , it feel like there's some one trying to pry it open , and some times pull my arm off ! stiff always , I got good motion with my neck , it just takes me to the floor some times ! I got 2 to 3 hours of work I can do in a day <(as long as its not physical demanding ! and I can space it out ! I have to lay down a good 7 times out of the day just to get the crow bar in my neck to stop trying to rip it off ! I stiil have my arms fall a sleep and now my legs tend to too !2 years I have been out of work because I cant physically do a real 8 hour a day job ! I collect no disability and have no in come , disability has denied me 4 times and just had the federal court date ! I lost every thing due to the pain and not being able to work , cant sleep at night , don't have a life , lost most friends , I don't go anywhere due to pain and having to lay down when I get a flare up (crow bar ) and have no medical to see a doctor < the bills keep coming , and Im just so lost ? and ill have to have another surgery in 10 years or sooner !!! and I have no idea why I got this ((Degenerative disc disease old car accident ?? its like cancer , if u don't have surgery, ( u will die or be paralyzed ) ( u will never have a normal life )) my life is more messed up now then before the surgery !!