So many dreams left behind because of surgery
uffffffffffffff finally able to speak with people experiencing this agony. I just wish I never had fused my cervical 5 and 6. I keep reading about people having more surgeries. Every movement with my neck is painful, is weird, is strange, I just miss the movement from that area. The worst part that what did hurt was my arms, and now I think that could have resolve with time. I know a friend that have pain in her neck and left arm for two years, did not operate and now she is fine. I just think surgeons operate to fast. Is kissin and hugging and cuddling painful for you people???? Posing in pictures and being clownish is it different.... I just feel that the neck influences all the body and i am so conscious of every movement. Doing funny faces to a baby hurts... WOW I so much wish everything would go back to normal :-( It's been six month, I am depressed, confused. I don't go out anymore, don't want to be a party booper. I was not taking meds before surgery, now I am. Sorry I know this is not very happy joy message. Thanks for listening!
I am scared, I battle a lot before the surgery, and now I am tired and feel like a totally different person.